Life

So far this year has been so jammed packed with all kinds of ups and downs and downs and ups that I am not sure how to reflect on it all and make it ok. I have been struggling lately with all things, I just don't feel ok with anything. Like my life is crumbling around me and I don't' want to run, I just want it to be over some days. So in an effort to stop feeling terrible about everything, I am going to do my 30 days of thanks. Check back everyday to see what I am thankful for. I am sure that this will help me understand and put things into perspective.