Sometimes I feel like I need anger management classes. It's not that I am angry all the time, but when people treat people with a blatant disregard for their feelings and it seems sometimes in a hurtful way. It is moments like that and after moments like that, that I feel like I need anger management classes. I wish that punching a wall or hurting the person back would make me feel better, all it does is further cause chaos.
I just have to keep telling myself that I am OK, I am OK, and that I can't control other peoples actions. I just have to keep telling myself that God is watching us and he will take care of the issues as he sees they need to be fixed. I also have to remember that sometimes trials that happen this way have made me a better person and I hope that when I put my trust and faith in the Lord he will reach out his hand in the darkness that I feel consumed by at the moment. OK, enough ranting done. Talk to everyone soon, until them, I love you, and miss you all!